43

Saturday, September 17, 2016

I woke up this morning being 43...

Grateful for being this age and sharing it with my chosen family and friends all over the weekend. Never in a million years I could have thought I would be where I am right now at this age. Life had and has other things for me in store than I thought when I was in my mid twenties.

My plan and dream was to be this happy woman with a loving close family, a great social network, her own succesfull business and nice house filled with a nice guy and a bunch of children. A few goats and chickens in a garden where the washing on long lines happily flapping on the wind.

Something went wrong with the loving close family....
I do have fabulous friends, I couldn't have been happier with their love and support!
The own business first attempt failed but will give it another go soon.
I have a home and it isn't filled with a bunch of children but two absolutely adorable cute pussykids. I love them to pieces.

With my parents passing away at early ages of 62 and 70 I realise there realistically it is a big chance I'm halfway my time here. Despite of being in big financial trouble thanks to my despicable sibling I mustn't let my financial situation be in the way of living and loving life and be happy.

I'll get there...
Birthdays are now with mixed emotions. Happy I am me and all, but missing so much of what seems so normal to others and who are taking that for granted.

Love,
MsChelles



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1 comments

  1. Hope you had a good birthday. Life doesn't always turn out as we expect, but I'm sure you'll make the best of it.

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